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Wizard of Problem Town

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1.
dog 02:07
blind dog running through the field in ever-increasing circles the stain of her teacher's gray-colored voice barely troubles the edge of the horizon sit down all the way down step come closer to be of use this is real this is real the offering of one hundred weekends to buy you more like in your felicity to make you the best thing you could be happy to gone in 48 hours i'm grateful but this is enough clear and concise this gift I was dealt to run til the end of running alive with that smell in snow or summer corn loved kept and grown
2.
magic 02:13
the action's deeply felt your will's a poltergeist cause cause and effect why not why not take some responsibility please take responsibility the world is a still pond your ripples ripple on you push and pull and the mountain won't come sharp sharpen your beak leave your footprint at the bottom of the creek why feel guilt when your intentions weren't bad when your intentions weren't good when you misunderstood why feel guilt when the world flies on as we bounce off each other in accelerating waves how can any one bounce be wrong be kind, oh my god be kind a robot in a corner a monkey in a cage we don't know how we got here be kind we can't give up our comforts we can't give up our ways we don't know how we got here be kind action is disgusting non-action is a bore we don't know how we got here be kind i'll still build my cathedral if it's rotten to the core we don't know how we got here be kind we don't know how we got here be kind
3.
stone 02:55
tongue like a river and teeth like stone you're alone but you're never alone I think you must be pure I'm pretty sure grip white-knuckled on the edge of the bathtub if I grip harder can I follow the path of your cold and ineffable will if I were to lie on my back and go perfectly still in this song I worship to worship is wrong and the wrong I worship's the name of the song and this morn I dumped all the rain on my head and the wind it took me healing is all about picking the shape that you want to become and then smashing and taping til it sticks that way what your bones say and all of my magic can't help me defy the shape that god and my mother designed if we melt all the scarring away then who will be left to play all the games that we play in this song I worship to worship is wrong and the wrong I worship's the name of the song and this morn I took all the rain from my head and the wind it took me genie gives the boy a wish fix all the mistakes he made all he has to do is kill the world so it's an even trade in this song I worship the way that it is every word that falters each unwelcome kiss and when I was baptized a boy and a girl I hit the water's surface and fell from the world
4.
spider 02:20
the spider's entrance to the bedroom is delicate and joyously felt the spider's entrance to the bedroom is not a metaphor indelicate soon enough to keep alive requires slapstick violence in slapstick to keep the love alive requires elision obstinately comical the spider's entrance to the bedroom is irreversible become what you are to me in binding wrists in straining distance become what you were meant to be and do you notice any time pass? do you notice anything?
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dirt bloom 02:02
good earth is bringing me down feels out the rot in me childhood is stalking me birth is the enemy I want to live lighter than air simple, never touch anything live on the rain, warm in the night never have or lose anything click clack the beetle is back bike through the tall grass dirt bloom and bleed on your back this too will pass I want to live lighter than air simple, never touch anything live on the rain, golden in flight never have or lose anything don't be near don't be near live like a bright goldfish listen sing crystal clear breathe like a bright goldfish
7.
flowers 03:05
oh love and oh gratitude how the sick stay sick oh patience neverending oh work all the buds I collected when they bloom they bloom into flowers just flowers all the buds I collected if they do not bloom they are buds just buds and I have nothing to say to flowers
8.
ithaca 02:31
there are times we must be cold to adjust our internal weather at times we must withhold the light to let the stories wither to pursue our persisting unprogress we must let our hopes go to seed and with every new warmth, we weed I will always be your friend it's that uncomplicated and my need for you must always be that little bit unsated spring is coming round again I feel it in the ether a renegotiation of our unremitting together ah go off to Ithaca and feel the cold next time that I see you we'll both be old and we'll pick right up where we left off in a hymn to our mutual greed with every new warmth, we weed
9.
boys dream 02:47
gray eyed boy in the sweatshirt beside me in the warm hug me with your worm and thrust and enveloping torture of ribs I am twelve and I notice the feathery rips in the gray green leather of the seat thrust your hand deep into the foam, notice the white blood soaking bubbling through my fingers he'll always be waiting when I get home mr. feelings right and born the right gender eyes right save for a pile of kittens caught in my guts caught in my eyes right notice which family member dies tonight which member is back for forgivenenss in your tastefulness in your reticence throw me a memory to match what is notice the end of the table, the item lurking there do the dance for the wallflower dream for the destined pair who work together so loud and clean do the dance for the dragon that's real for the kid who'll never fight it who'll never be less than real do the dance where you stare at the wall for an hour do the dance where you scream at the nothing at all do the dance where it's someone else acting not you do the dance where it's you gray eyed boy in the sweatshirt beside me in the warm hug me for my sins and let the healing begin as I apologize for every little thing I wanted to do let the smoke come through I'll emerge ready for my vacation at last armed with my true vocation I find my ledger is balanced and I am white as the snow, white as the snow, white as the snow
10.
underwater 02:46
once I saw a city wild and overgrowing haunted by a people burned by their expanding who lived day to day and when I was a young man I wanted to live there never understanding that's where I was heading day by day when we are underwater we'll find ourselves together in twos and threes bobbing in the current living without hunger done with making messes how are you once I saw a city where the war was over nothing left to fight for no-one left to tear up the crusts just us and when I was a young man torn by my ambition wearing out my spellbook longing to free of the need to be loved when we are underwater this will be our story living in my body glory for the others ruin where we stay happily this way how are you
11.
wedding song 02:58
12.
girls dream 02:15
my party dress and I run out to the autumn garden there's a friend there first frost has not yet fallen inside the party is back in motion the wind is cold on my bare shoulders an arm is around them lips on my ear and I want to stay here you're a fraud, she says pulling me closer as light blooms in the mansion windows this was never your story the single essential feeling of being lonely contains no virtue spiders feel it too just like you my party dress and I search our pockets for bus fare another fine mess trembling in the night air sans dress sans prince
13.
know the feeling the feeling is optional the meaning is optional too I stand up when standing's required I do what I'm meant to do dreams of youth are dreams so what I find stories that I fit into one story the end of the day I tell the story that I fell into you have the meaning. the meaning is optional the feeling is optional too I do work when work is required I do what I'm supposed to do and dreams of youth the dreams so what I find stories that I fit into one story the end of the day I tell the story that I fell into here comes a thought the thought is optional feelings are present notice it

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released June 10, 2019

Art by Monica Seldow - seldow.tumblr.com

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